The more I read about Robin Williams, listen to his voice
expressing his deepest feelings, the more I feel his 'sensitive' nature.
I am a sensitive also.
So are 90% of my patients.
I have felt a deep loneliness all of my life, a disconnect
from Earth systems. I don't adapt well to people and systems that lack
integrity or are fear, greed and power driven (like many of our systems today
including the health care system).
I didn't 'fit in' with the broken health care system, I
didn't fit in with the 'club' mentality in Medicine. I had no desire to adapt to a
lifestyle that was promoted by the physician collective - the mcmansion, the
fast car, the fat paycheck, the power trip or even the white coat. I felt
suffocated in it. It disconnected me with my beloved patients so I left it
hanging on a hanger in my office. I don't even know what happened to it. One
day it just disappeared!
When I left the 'system' to create my own, my beloved Ommani
Center, I didn't think twice. I mortgaged my house and took a big plunge. The
lien on my house still stands. My business loan would have been long paid off
by now, but a very expensive divorce got in the way. It was worth every penny
to revive my sovereignty, restore the integrity of Ommani's vision and support
the sacred 'system' I created to unfold health care in the direction I am
taking it along with my patients - the direction of it being an educational and
empowerment healing model, one based on integrity and sustainability.
As sensitives, we have difficult journeys because we feel so
deeply. The majority of us do not subscribe to or connect with worldly
attitudes or ways of living. They feel empty. We feel happier with simplicity
and meaning and are fulfilled by being around people like us - our tribe.
For a long time I thought that I could make a difference on
Earth in the collective consciousness. I don't think I can any more. Most
'Earthers' don't want change. They fight to maintain status quo. They don't
want true health. They just want quick fixes and band-aids. They are caught up
in the collective definitions of 'success' and 'progress'. They subscribe to
the collective.
Who I feel I serve are the 'sensitves' . They are my tribe
and they struggle between the way they were conditioned to adapt and what their
Soul frequency resonates with. I feel that my deepest and most sacred work is
to empower them to dismantle their conditioned thinking and live in harmony
with their Soul frequency - to Become Real.
I feel that if enough of us support each other in this way,
we will create a vortex, a critical mass that will hold the energy for shifting
the paradigm. When this happens, the people on Earth will have no choice but to
shift. Entrainment is a powerful force, especially when it is centered in heart
and feelings.
Remember, WE are the change.
Are you a sensitive? If so, know that there are enough of us
here to make a difference.
You are seen and witnessed.
My heart is with you.
We BELONG to each other.
You are not alone.
So Robin Williams, wherever you are, be at peace knowing
that we see you and feel you for who you REALLY were.
You made a BIG difference on Earth even in death.
We will carry the Light.
We belong to your tribe
